Today, after one of those sleepless nights that lasts forever but seems to have passed all too quickly once the alarm goes off, I went to work.
And I realized that I'm tired of pretending to be a morning person.
I'm tired of pretending to be happy when I'm not.
I'm tired of smelling like work afterwards.
I'm tired of pressing buttons, touching money and having to wash my hands every ten minutes because it grosses me out to think about.
I'm tired of my sister making fun of me.
I'm tired of hearing people say "you STILL work there???"
I'm tired of doing the same thing for four and a half years.
I'm tired of no one else doing what they're supposed to and I'm especially tired of picking up the slack.
I'm tired of the regulars being more friendly than they should, which is a shame because some of them it's ok.

I just need something new.